Saturday, October 15, 2011

Uh ohhhhhhh

I did it again.  Except this time I actually cut a word into my arm.  I've never done that before.  I've reached a new level of despair.  Big red lines dash across my skin to form the word "FAT". After I promised my friend that I wouldn't do it again.  After I told my other friend that I would call him to have him talk me out of it next time I had the knife in my hand.

Oops.

I went over my calories for the day for the first time since I started ABC.  They were all calories from alcohol.  Shit.

1 comment:

  1. Oh sweetie :( I hope your feeling some what better now <3 Don't worry about the calories now, just work them off tomorrow when you can xx

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