Monday, November 22, 2010

BAD NAUGHTY BADNESS

I screwed up today. Big time. And last night too.  Guess whose mom decided that an impromptu, early Thanksgiving dinner would be cool? You guessed it.  So last night I had turkeyandgravyandstuffingandpotatoesandpumpkinandcranberries.  It was bad.  Then I had the same thing for lunch today. OH and to top it all off, I had breakfast at Starbucks.  Can you say biggest idiot ever? Turns out two doughnuts isn't really part of a nutritious breakfast.  Neither is that grande chai latte.....stupidstupidstupid.

I wish I could just say "hahaha, just kidding!!!" but I can't, and I won't.  You all deserve the truth of my crazy ups and downs, because I know that we all have these days.  Yours may or may not be as bad as mine was today, but this struggle is a bond that we share every day.  I love you guys, and I missed you so much!  I'm glad I'm back :)

After a day like today, I'm sticking to my SlimQuick drink mixes tomorrow....no solid food. aaaaaaaand.......GO!

Hopefully this entry wasn't too spastic.

Love you all.  Stay strong, my darlings <3

Sunday, November 21, 2010

It has been awhile

Hello lovely ones.

I must say that I do not know how long I am going to be able to post here before I have to delete my blog again.  My sister found the blog, and in her hope to make me better (for which she is an angel), she deleted it.  I have changed some of the settings in the hope that I can stay posting for as long as possible.  If I do disappear again, however, I invite you all to send me emails at analove202@yahoo.com

I have been rather lose in my eating, I must tell you.  Without your support, it has been hard to find my way.  But no matter, I have found my way back to strong footing, and I am shedding pounds again.  It is a wonderful feeling.

I will also have you know that I have a little....thing for this guys at my school.  We'll call him D, because although his name starts with an S, I don't want him to be confused with the other S that I mentioned.  Let's just say that this boy is beautiful; deep voice, strong body, perfect manners, dark eyes....he is pretty much amazing.

I will give more of an update when I can.  After being away for so long, it's the least I can do.

Let me hear your voices.

Stay strong, beautiful girlies <3