Didn't binge, but I ate a normal amount at dinner tonight. Even got dessert. I don't know what I was thinking, it was more than I've eaten in over a week.
So when I got back to my dorm I went to the bathroom and purged. Oops.
Going to the drugstore to buy razor blades tomorrow.
I gave my friend Wintergirls to read, and I just realized that I have highlighted that book and written comments in the margin, things like "I know exactly how this is," and "Lia is my thinspiration." I hope she doesn't read the comments, I didn't remember them until after I gave them to her.
I hope you all are doing well. I love you dearly.
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Be careful beautiful girl ♥ x
ReplyDeleteEating like a normal person just for one day won't make up gain much at all, and if you purged, chances are you haven't gained at all, think positive <3 I need to buy wintergirls....it sounds an amazing read xx
ReplyDeletewintergirls is such a good book.
ReplyDeletedon't worry about the dinner and desert- it won't do anythin <3
I love your blog.
ReplyDeleteI enjoyed that book... Lia was very thinspirational to me too.
Stay strong, deary.
http://myslenderideas.blogspot.com/ if you want to talk to me. :)
p.s. I followed you on tumblr (I'm findthekeywerebreakingfree) and twitter(SaraSchomburg)
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