I knew that the good days wouldn't last.
I had a slimquick drink mix for both breakfast and lunch, but I still had that headache. When I got home from school I gorged on seaweed snacks and dried apricots and artichokes and chips and a protein bar and raisins. I don't even like artichokes, and the protein bar tasted like shit. Why did I eat it all???? I feel sick. I'm out of laxatives and I have no money right now to get more...purging is really not an option for me. I wish I could cut open my stomach and just remove all of the food. I should just remove my stomach while I'm at it, then there would be nothing to give me these sick pains.
Sometimes I wish I could just slit open my skin and let the fat ooze out. Then I would zip myself back up and see my pure bones and empty skin. I would be free and clean....beautiful.
I wish.
Stay strong, beautifuls <3
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