Also, I forgot to mention that, without being able to cut, I burned the absolute shit out of my arm with my roommate's lighter. So that's a thing......sooooo many blisters. I finally have marks that show how disgusting I am.
I just want to be the perfect version of myself. Ethereal. Beautiful. Sparkling. This is a scattered, rambling account of my continued existence with an eating disorder and depression.
Your not disgusting at all!! It's just a oping mechanism :( I hope your ok now?? Your beautiful xx
ReplyDeleteYou aren't disgusting. I really hope you'll see that someday soon.
ReplyDeleteLove x x x