Thank you for your lovely comment. Please don't be sorry to me. I want joy and true happiness for you. I won't pretend to understand how you feel, but know that people can and do fight this. And know that I believe in you and am praying for you. Lots of love x x
0.0 master cleanse? Thats the sugar water&caynne pepper thing, right? Don't be surprised if your mood is all over the map while you're doing it, and expect a lot of the weight to come right back since you'll be losing equal amounts of fat&muscle (and lowering your BMR) while on it.
Lol, sorry for the essay. My ex-flatmate did a LOT of crash dieting and I've done a fuckton of research so I didn't make her mistakes XD (Shes fatter now than she was this time last year)
Thank you for the vote of confidence. I'm just horrified that the disorder is making me think things like that!
I just want to be the perfect version of myself. Ethereal. Beautiful. Sparkling. This is a scattered, rambling account of my continued existence with an eating disorder and depression.
You don't need this. You're so much more.
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how did you do that?! & what are you doing for your cleanse? I need to convince my parents to let me do it!
ReplyDeleteThank you for your lovely comment. Please don't be sorry to me. I want joy and true happiness for you. I won't pretend to understand how you feel, but know that people can and do fight this. And know that I believe in you and am praying for you. Lots of love x x
ReplyDelete0.0 master cleanse? Thats the sugar water&caynne pepper thing, right? Don't be surprised if your mood is all over the map while you're doing it, and expect a lot of the weight to come right back since you'll be losing equal amounts of fat&muscle (and lowering your BMR) while on it.
ReplyDeleteLol, sorry for the essay. My ex-flatmate did a LOT of crash dieting and I've done a fuckton of research so I didn't make her mistakes XD (Shes fatter now than she was this time last year)
Thank you for the vote of confidence. I'm just horrified that the disorder is making me think things like that!